Testosterone can be administered parenterally , but it has more irregular prolonged absorption time and greater activity in muscle in enanthate , undecanoate , or cypionate ester form. These derivatives are hydrolyzed to release free testosterone at the site of injection; absorption rate (and thus injection schedule) varies among different esters, but medical injections are normally done anywhere between semi-weekly to once every 12 weeks. A more frequent schedule may be desirable in order to maintain a more constant level of hormone in the system.  Injectable steroids are typically administered into the muscle, not into the vein, to avoid sudden changes in the amount of the drug in the bloodstream. In addition, because estered testosterone is dissolved in oil, intravenous injection has the potential to cause a dangerous embolism (clot) in the bloodstream.
I also believe i remember you (the OP) cannot inject due to phobia. You pass out etc. Well, other than having someone else do it or overcoming this problem - which is necessary IMO if you are to be serious about AAS... you could look into getting a decent source for Anavar and Primobolan. Primo in a large enough dose is a very good product (having only used the injectable i do not have personal experience with the oral, but i hope someone who does will add to this thread - until then...) and can be a good anabolic. I would like to suggest something like the following:
Androx is famous because it was one of the first anabolic steroid where were a mix of 4 different testosterone esters. This preparation contains: testosterone propionate, testosterone isocaproate, testosterone phenylpropionate and testosterone decanoate. It was created for fast and at the same time long action. It is a strong anabolic steroid with well-expressed androgenic component. The active live of this anabolic is approximately 21 days. Once you started a cycle of 8-12 days of injecting, like one time during 5 days of Androx, it will give effective results. In the first 5 days, already you will notice an increase in your weight training. Bodybuilders are using Androx usually to put on mass and size while increasing the strength. Taking Androx even during the first cycle, it can bring very good results in the first cure, even if the dose isn’t so big. Because of its ability to absorb water, this preparation is not suitable for pre-competition preparation in bodybuilding. At the same time, being very a strong androgen, post course therapy should take place approximately 2 weeks after the last injection of the preparation, because it is active during long time in the blood. If you really need extreme volume, then you may combine Androx with Anadrol or Dianabol. But if you need for a clear relief, it could be combined with Trenbolone Mix or of Androx:· Increase of power rate· Increase of muscle mass· Increase of red blood cell formation· Increase of catabolic processes· Increase sexual desire during the cycle, and decline after its completionSpecification:· Active Life - 21 days· Average Dose - 250-1000 mg/weekly· Aromatization - Yes..